After Sending 300 Fallen Soldiers Home - This Airman Finally Broke

Air Force veteran Travis MossBarger was tasked with something most of us can’t even imagine — sending over 300 fallen soldiers home. In this Urban Valor episode, Travis opens up for the first time about the silent, invisible duty that haunted him every single day of his six years in service. He didn’t pull a trigger — he processed the aftermath. He didn’t storm a battlefield — he read the death certificates of those who did. And he didn’t run from RPG fire — he lit a cigarette and walked calmly to the bunker, knowing if it hit, there was nowhere to go. This is the side of war few talk about. The trauma of handling flag-draped caskets. The emotional cost of staying silent. The guilt of sending soldiers out, and the pain of bringing them home… not the way he hoped to. Travis shares the breaking point, the buried emotions, the PTSD, and how he eventually found healing through service again — not in uniform, but in community. 👍 Like this video to support and show appreciation. 🗣️ Comment your support or ask any questions. Sometimes, our interviewees respond, and we at Urban Valor will do our best to respond as well! ✅ SUBSCRIBE to support Urban Valor and the courageous Veterans who tell their stories AND so you NEVER miss a weekly episode of our veteran stories. New stories every Sunday! Your engagement greatly supports our mission to share authentic and impactful veteran stories. Video chapters: 0:00 - Intro: Meet Travis MossBarger 0:40 - First Combat Experience in Afghanistan 2:00 - Why He Joined the Air Force 5:30 - Grandfather’s Influence & Choosing the Military 8:00 - Basic Training: The Harsh Reality 11:00 - Life as a “Latrine Queen” & Leadership Lessons 16:00 - Getting Assigned to Travis AFB 18:00 - Deployment Games & New Airman Initiations 21:30 - Deployment to Kuwait & Saving the 101st 3 Months 25:00 - First Combat Encounter in Afghanistan 28:00 - Fallen Comrade Ceremonies 31:00 - Haunting MedEvac Aircraft Stories 33:00 - Reading Death Certificates for the Fallen 36:00 - The Emotional Toll of Repetition 41:00 - Sending Soldiers Out, Bringing Them Back 45:00 - The Decision to Get Out 50:00 - The Final Deployment & Lying to Mental Health 53:00 - Coming Home: From Silence to Celebration 56:00 - Post-Military Struggles & Moving Home 58:00 - Recovery Begins: Vet Center & New Life 1:00:00 - Founding a Veteran-Friendly Company 1:02:00 - Final Message to Veterans: Seek Help #military #warstories #urbanvalor #airforce #warstories