Queerology: A Podcast on Belief and Being

Matthias is joined by Kevin Garcia to discuss the release of Matthias' new book, Holy Runaways, Rediscovering Faith After Being Burned by Religion. In this conversation, they explore expressing trauma online and the importance of self-care in activism. They also emphasize the need for deep friendships, self-compassion, and letting go of guilt. Holy Runaways is available now wherever you buy books. If you order a copy before October 6, be sure to email your receipt to [email protected] to get free access to the Healing from Spiritual Abuse seminar. All details can be found at holyrunaways.com.Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy

Queerology is back for a couple of special episodes about Matthias' new book Holy Runaways: Rediscovering Faith After Being Burned by Religion. In this episode, Matthias shares about where he's been the last year, introduces the book, and reads you a sneak peak.If you preorder Holy Runaways before October 3, you'll get free access to the Healing From Spiritual Abuse seminar Matthias co-taught earlier this year. Just email your receipt to [email protected]. Details can be found at www.holyrunaways.com.Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy

For Maddie Zahm, there's nothing more powerful than writing songs that scare her. On her debut EP You Might Not Like Her, the Boise-bred singer/songwriter intimately documents the massive upheaval she's experienced over the last year: a life-changing journey that includes leaving the stifling church community where she long served as a worship leader, moving to Los Angeles and coming out as queer.With equal parts raw vulnerability and undeniable strength -- first glimpsed on her viral hit single "Fat Funny Friend" which has achieved over 30 million streams -- Maddie opens up about her personal trauma, her sexuality, and her relationship with her body, embracing the kind of unapologetic yet compassionate truth-telling that's transformative for artist and audience alike.Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy

Shannon TL Kearns is a transgender man who believes in the transformative power of story. As an ordained priest, a playwright, a theologian, and a writer all of his work revolves around making meaning through story. He's the co-founder of QueerTheology.com and the podcast Queer Theology and his new book “In The Margins: A Transgender Man’s Journey with Scripture” released last weekShannon is a recipient of the Playwrights’ Center Jerome Fellowship in 20/21 and he was a Lambda Literary Fellow for 2019 and a Finnovation Fellow for 2019/2020. He is a sought-after speaker on transgender issues and religion as well as a skilled facilitator of a variety of workshops. His work with Brian G. Murphy at QueerTheology.com has reached more than a million people all over the world through videos, articles, online courses, and communityLinks + Resources:Fr. Shannon's WebsiteQueer TheologyIn the Margins BookAdvertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy

Mace Mooney is a psychotherapist in training and a leader with Affirming Youth Ministries (AYM), a nonprofit dedicated to ministering to LGBTQIA+ youth and those that love them in the name of radical inclusion, authenticity, and God’s expansive love. They’re the cohost of the podcast, No Small Thing which invites folks to live less certain and more curious lives. Today, we're chatting about their work with AYM and what we can learn about living a more curious, less certain life.Links + ResourcesAffirming Youth MinistriesNo Small Thing PodcastThe Artist's WayAdvertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy

Dianna Anderson is a nonbinary, queer writer based in Minneapolis, MN. They are the author of several books, including Damaged Goods: New Perspectives on Christian Purity and Problematic: How Toxic Callout Culture is Destroying Feminism.Dianna’s newest book, In Transit: Being Non-Binary In A World of Dichotomies, is out today! It’s an exploration of what it means to be non-binary in a world that genders everything, down to the very words we use. They start off exploring the long history of non-binary people, and then they tease out where non-binary identities fit within the idea of transgender identity, exploring what they all mean in a cisnormative society.They hold a Master's in English from Baylor University and a Master's in Women’s Studies from the University of Oxford in Oxford, England. When not working on books, Dianna is a grant writer and non-profit development professional. They live with two cats, Minerva and Tonks.Links + ResourcesDianna's WebsiteIn Transit on Bookshop.orgAdvertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy

Lucy Dacus is an acclaimed singer-songwriter and author from Richmond, VA. She has released three studio albums including 2021’s highly lauded Home Video, which earned rave reviews from global outlets such as Variety,The Guardian, NPR, Rolling Stone and many more. In 2018, Dacus created the collaborative supergroup boygenius with close friends Julien Baker and Phoebe Bridgers. Their debut EP was one of the most talked about releases of 2018, landing on nearly every notable “Best Music of the Year” list. Today, she talks about growing up in church and how she doesn't have things figured out yet.Links + ResourcesLucy's WebsiteLucy on InstagramAdvertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy

Edafe Okporo is a global gay rights activist, the founder of Refuge America, and one of the country’s most visible voices on the issue of displacement, leading an organization with a vision to “strengthen the US as a place of welcome for LGBTQ displaced people.” He was born in Warri, Nigeria, and migrated to the United States in 2016 as an asylum seeker and is now a refugee of the United States. Edafe is among the inaugural winners of the David Prize, which honors individuals with bold visions for creating a better and brighter New York City. He is also a Logo 30 Honoree. His new book, Asylum: A Memoir & Manifesto is a poignant, moving memoir and urgent call to action for immigration justice. The book imagines a future where immigrants and asylees are treated with fairness, transparency, and compassion.Links + ResourcesEdafe's WebsiteAsylum: A Memoir & ManifestoRefuge AmericaDetain and Punish by Carl LindskoogAdvertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy

Rachel Kurtz is a Minneapolis-based singer/songwriter who has been touring and singing for almost 20 years. Her powerhouse voice and heartfelt performances have been electrifying crowds in Atlanta’s Georgia Dome, New Orleans’ Superdome, Texas’ Alamo Dome, and hundreds of other concert venues from coast to coast. Recently, she came out as queer and released her new single “Gay Kids” a love song to every queer kid out there, from a queer mom. Links + ResourcesRachel's WebsiteGay Kids Music VideoDonate to Rachel's WorkAdvertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy

Matthew Paul Turner is a New York Times bestselling author of multiple books, including his Children’s books — When God Made You and When I Pray For You. His newest children’s book, I Am God’s Dream released last week.Matthew’s writing career started nearly 20 years ago, and he has published a book every year. Called “one of Christianity’s fresh voices” by Publisher’s Weekly, Matthew’s other notable works include Our Great Big American God, Churched, Coffeehouse Gospel and The Christian Culture Survival Guide.But, when he came out nearly two years ago and announced an impending divorce with his wife, his entire career was threatened. Today we’re chatting about his experience coming out and what he has learned along the way. Links + ResourcesI Am God's DreamMatthew Paul Turner's WebsiteMatthew on TwitterMatthew on InstagramJoin Matthias and Dr. Robyn Henderson Espinoza on May 12 at The Seattle School of Theology and Psychology as they engage in conversation around Dr. Robyn's new book Body Becoming: A Path to Our Liberation. This event has both in-person and online attendance options. All the details can be found at https://theseattleschool.edu/event/body-becoming-a-path-to-our-liberation/Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy

Bridget Eileen Rivera is a sociologist completing her Ph.D. at the City University of New York Graduate Center. She’s the author of “Heavy Burdens: Seven Ways LGBTQ+ Christians Experience Harm in the Church.”Today she chats with Matthias about the ways LGBTQ+ people are harmed in the church, especially in regards to forced celibacy. She explains how she uses her choice to be celibate to undermine traditional arguments and carve a path for all LGBTQ+ people.Links + ResourcesBridget's WebsiteBridget's BlogHeavy Burdens BookBridget on InstagramBridget on TwitterJoin Matthias and Dr. Robyn Henderson Espinoza on May 12 at The Seattle School of Theology and Psychology as they engage in conversation around Dr. Robyn's new book Body Becoming: A Path to Our Liberation. This event has both in-person and online attendance options. All the details can be found at https://theseattleschool.edu/event/body-becoming-a-path-to-our-liberation/Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy

Jo Luehmann is a Colombian-born and raised pastor who moved to the US to get her master's degree in ministry and theology. After 10 years working inside churches, she found in personal and systemic ways how harmful and abusive the evangelical church can be. Jo quit her job and committed to finding a faith that wasn’t abusive.Alongside her partner, she started the Living Room a non-profit reclaiming faith and Christianity as spiritual expressions that can lead us toward wholeness and healing. In the summer of 2020 alongside a group of victims and survivors of church abuse, Jo started @doBetterChurch an online space where people abused in churches can be seen, heard, believed, and connected to others who can offer tools in their journey toward healing, as well as an initiative to invite churches to do better. Jo speaks and teaches about decolonizing faith and theology, as well as the importance of dismantling white supremacy, patriarchy, and capitalism both individually and collectively.Links + ResourcesJo Luehmann on PatreonThe Living Room PodcastJo on InstagramJo on TwitterJoin Matthias and Dr. Robyn Henderson Espinoza on May 12 at The Seattle School of Theology and Psychology as they engage in conversation around Dr. Robyn's new book Body Becoming: A Path to Our Liberation. This event has both in-person and online attendance options. All the details can be found at https://theseattleschool.edu/event/body-becoming-a-path-to-our-liberation/Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy

Brenda Marie Davies is an author, podcaster and YouTuber. Her channel God Is Grey—a guide to becoming an inquisitive, fearless, SEX POSITIVE, free thinking Christian in the modern world —has over 135,000 subscribers.Her debut book, On Her Knees: Memoir of a Prayerful Jezebel, chronicles Brenda’s spiritual journey over the course of a decade in LA, through marriage, divorce, unlikely friendship, and sexual exploration. Told with raw honesty, sans obligatory shame, this is a story for anyone who wonders if it’s possible to love God without fearing sex, in all its shades of grey.Recorded live from the GooseCast podcast stage at Wild Goose Festival.This episode is brought to you by the 2022 Q Christian Fellowship Conference. Use code QUEEROLOGY to save 10% off your registration at qcfconf.org.Links and Resources:Q Christian Fellowship ConferenceBrenda Marie DaviesGod Is Grey on YoutubeBrenda on InstagramOn Her Knees: Memoir of a Prayerful JezebelMasterclass: 4 Practices You Can Start Now to Move Beyond ShameQueerology Podcast on InstagramQueerology Podcast on TwitterBeyond Shame by Matthias RobertsMatthias Roberts on PatreonAdvertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy

This episode first aired Sep 10, 2019. Rev. Dr. Yvette Flunder (she, her), a San Francisco native, has served her call through prophetic action and ministry for justice for over thirty years. This call to “blend proclamation, worship, service and advocacy on behalf of those most marginalized in church and in society” led to the founding of the City of Refuge United Church of Christ in 1991. In 2003, Rev. Dr. Flunder was consecrated Presiding Bishop of The Fellowship of Affirming Ministries, a multi-denominational coalition of over 100 primarily African American Christian leaders and laity.Rev. Dr. Flunder is on the Board of Starr King School for the Ministry and DEMOS and has taught at many theological schools. She is a graduate of the Certificate of Ministry and Master of Arts programs at PSR, and received her Doctor of Ministry from San Francisco Theological Seminary. She is also an award-winning gospel music artist and author of Where the Edge Gathers: A Theology of Homiletic and Radical Inclusion.This episode is brought to you by the 2022 Q Christian Fellowship Conference. Use code QUEEROLOGY to save 10% off your registration at qcfconf.org.Links and Resources:2022 Q Christian Fellowship ConferenceWhere the Edge Gathers: A Theology of Homiletic and Radical InclusionCity of Refuge United Church of ChristMasterclass: 4 Practices You Can Start Now to Move Beyond ShameQueerology Podcast on InstagramQueerology Podcast on TwitterBeyond Shame by Matthias RobertsMatthias Roberts on PatreonAdvertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out:

Jamie Lee Finch is a sexuality and embodiment coach, speaker, poet, and author of "You Are Your Own: A Reckoning with the Religious Trauma of Evangelical Christianity".She's coached over 400 people in the past 5 years and sees her role in her work as that of a conflict mediator between human beings and their bodies.She's just released her very first online course called "Your Body is a Person" that walks you through her entire methodology and practice of Personified EmbodimentLinks and Resources:Jamie Lee Finch WebsiteYour Body is a Person CourseJamie's free 10-day CourseYou Are Your Own BookMasterclass: 4 Practices You Can Start Now to Move Beyond ShameQueerology Podcast on InstagramQueerology Podcast on TwitterBeyond Shame by Matthias RobertsMatthias Roberts on PatreonAdvertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy

Samson Turinawe is the Executive Director of Universal Love Alliance (ULA), a Ugandan humanitarian, educator and human rights defender. He believes that "every human being should be respected simply for being who they are, a part of Life's creation." Tolerance, inclusiveness, love, compassion, dialogue and reconciliation are all central themes in his work.Through his teaching and activism, Samson is working for a new generation -- one that is open-minded, open-hearted, diversity-embracing, and committed to serving all of humanity.Links and Resources:Universal Love AllianceMasterclass: 4 Practices You Can Start Now to Move Beyond ShameQueerology Podcast on InstagramQueerology Podcast on TwitterBeyond Shame by Matthias RobertsMatthias Roberts on Patreon Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy

Emily Regenstreif has supportive parents. The best thing that they could do and ever did was to listen and then wanting to learn and know more by asking questions.Emily grew up queer in Portland, Oregon, in a Jewish faith community. She had a lovely and lucky experience — very different from the traumatic backgrounds of others who grew up queer in faith communities. That’s not Emily’s story.Emily is a 31-year-old receptionist who spends most of her free time playing Dungeons and Dragons as well as writing her first novel, which she has been working on since she was 18 years old.Topics Discussed:Faith Forms Identity: Emily’s supportive journey with queerness being JewishJonas Brothers to Julia Stiles: Emily’s evolution of queerness started with a girlComing out to friends, family, and faith community was easy for EmilyAttraction vs. Asexuality: There’s far more to being a person than sexExploration: Be comfortable with who and what you are to feel free, not shamefulReligious Trauma: Luckily, Emily’s challenges weren’t related to queerness, faithChoosing My Religion: Converting to Judaism was Emily’s choice over churchProud Every Day: Emily never felt need to project or celebrate Pride MonthLinks and Resources:Emily Regenstreif on TwitterQueer Youth Faith (QYF) Day Queerology - QYF Day: Don’t Give Up Everything You Believe In and Everyone You Love (rerelease)Boy ErasedMasterclass: 4 Practices You Can Start Now to Move Beyond ShameQueerology Podcast on InstagramQueerology Podcast on TwitterBeyond Shame by Matthias RobertsMatthias Roberts on PatreonAdvertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy

Julie Rodgers is a writer, speaker, and leader in the movement working for full inclusion for LGBTQ people in Christian communities. She played a significant role in shutting down Exodus International, the largest conversion therapy organization in the world, and she was also the first openly gay person to be hired by an evangelical Christian college. She is featured in Pray Away (2020), a documentary about the movement to pray the gay away. Her writing has been featured in Sojourners, The New York Times, The Washington Post, and Time. She lives with her wife in Washington, DC.Her new book, Outlove: A Queer Christian Survival Story, is a memoir of her experience growing up evangelical, while knowing she was gay. It’s about love and losses, political and religious power-plays, and the cost to those who sought to stay in a faith community that wouldn’t accept them.For more queer reflections on faith, public life, and chosen family, join Julie’s substack, Reimagining Belonging.Topics Discussed:Faith live and thriveLinks and Resources:Julie RodgersOutlove Pray AwayReimagining BelongingThe Faith and Justice NetworkThe Trevor ProjectMasterclass: 4 Practices You Can Start Now to Move Beyond ShameQueerology Podcast on InstagramQueerology Podcast on Twitter<a href="https://matthiasroberts.com/beyondshame/" rel="nof

How are you celebrating national Queer Youth of Faith (QYF) Day on June 30, 2021?On this episode of Queerology, a panel celebrates the life, creativity, and gifts of queer youth of faith.The panel includes Ameera, a trans-Svengolie American Muslim; Taline, a bisexual Armenian Christian; Daniel, a gay Jew; and Sebastian, a trans-Christian.Happy QYF Day!Topics Discussed:QYF Panel: How each identifies and how faith formed their identityHonor, Celebrate, Center: Importance and meaning of QYF Day to each panelistAffirming Theology: Spread awareness that God doesn’t hate youQueer Realization: Born this way and the continual struggle to find hope and supportAdvice: Nobody’s perfect, don’t change, you’re not alone, find your peopleLinks and Resources:QYF DayBeloved AriseRebel Youth GroupKevin Garcia on YouTubeMasterclass: 4 Practices You Can Start Now to Move Beyond ShameQueerology Podcast on InstagramQueerology Podcast on TwitterBeyond Shame by Matthias RobertsMatthias Roberts on PatreonAdvertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy

Melissa Weisz and Pelayo Alvarez are hosts of the Forbidden Apple Podcast, which creates space for LGBTQ+ people to reclaim their spirituality—whatever that means to them.Melissa is a former Orthodox Jew. Although she came out as queer, Melissa adores her family and the Hasidic Jewish community in which she was raised. As an actor, producer, and writer, Melissa aims to uplift the voices of marginalized people and communities.Pelayo is originally from Spain and was raised catholic. He now lives in New York City and works for The United Nations in the field of international relations and global affairs.Pelayo is passionate about discovering how different people around the world live their spirituality and appreciates what makes each story powerful. He asks for practical advice and takeaways from different life perspectives and uses them for personal development and growth. Also, Pelayo has a YouTube channel where he curates life-changing ideas with a fun twist.As hosts of the Forbidden Apple Podcast, Pelayo wants to prove that although people celebrate religion and spirituality in so many ways, at the same time, they share so much in common; Melissa wants the podcast to become a platform that gives people a voice, creates a community, and celebrates queerness.Topics Discussed:Faith and Identity: Observe other faiths to learn, love, and understand themSpiritual Toolbox: Difference between appropriation versus appreciationPodcast Purpose: Deep conversations about religion, spirituality, and queernessDeconstruction: What’s religion? Faith? Spirituality? Different but same elementsMeaningful Blessings: What works and what doesn’t when reclaiming wordsSpiritual vs. Religious: What’s the separation? Good and right, or bad and wrongDivine Virtue: 81% of queer people in U.S. grow up in some organized religionDiscover Why: Do you follow traditional values/morals or free to make your own?Links and Resources:Melissa WeiszPelayo AlvarezPelayo Alvarez’s YouTube ChannelThe Forbidden Apple Podcast Your Spiritual ToolboxQueer Virtue by Elizabeth Edman<a href="h

Rev. Debra J. Hopkins is a native New Yorker and trans woman of color who believes that there’s always hope because words have power and everybody can be a voice for change through action, activism, and community involvement. We can all help put an end to the social and economic discrimination that's ever present in this country.Debra is the Founder of There's Still Hope, a non-profit organization that provides a Transitional Housing Program for transgender adults, trans victims of domestic violence, and trans individuals released from the correctional institutional system.Debra earned her Masters of Theology degree from New York Theological Seminary and is a licensed non-denominational minister. She is actively involved in ministry through pastoral care, writing, and community activism. She is the author of three books and three anthologies, including her memoir, Not Until You Have Walked In My Shoes.Through it all, Debra continues to spend time traveling around the country advocating for the marginalized people within the LGBTQIA community.Topics Discussed:Faith/Identity: Formed via self-discovery of development, foundational footingTransition: Vehicle to expand audience and not allow naysayers’ negativityWords of Advice: Be authentic and use the tools that God has given youCommunity, therapy, and honesty brings healing, understanding, and activismLook in the Mirror: Convey the truth of life and how we should be treated equallyThere’s Still Hope: After losing it all, being homeless, and trying to clear namePlatforms: Build, exercise, and cultivate spiritual, mental, and physical musclesLinks and Resources:Rev. Debra J. HopkinsThere's Still HopeNot Until You Have Walked In My Shoes Christine Jorgensen a Personal AutobiographyThe Shack MovieMasterclass: 4 Practices You Can Start Now to Move Beyond ShameQueerology Podcast on InstagramQueerology Podcast on Twitter<a href="https://matthiasroberts.com/beyonds

Blair Imani is a critically acclaimed historian, author, educator, and influencer living at the intersections of black, bi-sexual, and Muslim identity.Blair’s viral microlearning series, Smarter In Seconds, demonstrates her signature style of making abstract concepts more concrete in a well-researched, well-presented, and concise manner.Also, Blair is the author of Read This to Get Smarter: About Race, Class, Gender, Disability, and More, Making Our Way Home: The Great Migration and the Black American Dream, and Modern HERstory: Stories of Women and Nonbinary People Rewriting History.Blair’s work centers women and girls, global black communities, and the LGBTQ community. She is dedicated to making the world a better place and amplifying the voices and work of those fighting the good fight. Topics Discussed:Faith and Identity: Too many identity labels and faith-based assumptionsBecoming Muslim: Right path to express self-understanding externallyIslam Education: Beautiful and innovative approach to replace fear, bullyingPuzzle Piece: Perfection eludes people of faith, but being Muslim fit in perfectlyChristian Parents: Not there to tell you what to think, but how to thinkAbility vs. Disability: Intelligence is how information is absorbed and duplicatedIndividualism: People are not always ordained to have basic human rightsHuman Interaction: Set boundaries and treat others with respect to build trustLinks and Resources:Blair ImaniBlair Imani on InstagramBlair Imani on YouTubeBlair Imani on PatreonSmarter In Seconds Read This to Get Smarter: about Race, Class, Gender, Disability, and More<a href="https://www.penguinrandomhouse.com/books/608103/making-our-way-home-by-blair-imani-foreword-by-patrisse-cullors/9781984856920/" rel="

Daniel Howell is known for his self-deprecating and sarcastic humor, but he has also spoken and written about his struggles with depression and sexuality. This mix of entertainment with the profound and deeply personal has given Daniel a devoted following of fans.Daniel is one of the world’s most popular and celebrated entertainers. He has written and produced comedy videos on YouTube that have reached more than one-billion views and millions of followers.Also, Daniel has two #1 New York Times best-selling books, The Amazing Book is Not on Fire and Dan and Phil Go Outside, two stage shows with sellout world tours, and an award-winning BBC Radio 1 show.Daniel’s new book, You Will Get Through This Night: A Practical Mental Health Guide with consultation from Dr. Heather Bolton, is an affirmation and call to action. Daniel describes lessons learned in spite of failures, depression, and anxiety. Getting well was a completely unplanned journey. Topics Discussed:Faith and Identity: Agnostic Atheist - God probably doesn’t existBe Happy: Christian or not, define your own meaning and purpose of lifeDaniel’s Depression: Understanding mental health and spectacular ignoranceYouTube: Vulnerability led to first example of being treated positively by humanityComing Out vs. Being Outed: Some kind of gay and that is okayPractical Tips: Be present, feel comfortable, practice gratitude, and get helpLinks and Resources:Daniel HowellYou Will Get Through This Night: A Practical Mental Health GuideDaniel Howell’s YouTube ChannelThe Amazing Book is Not on FireDan and Phil Go OutsideDan and Phil Radio ShowMasterclass: 4 Practices You Can Start Now to Move Beyond ShameQueerology Podcast on Instagram<a href="https://twitter

Jonathan Parks-Ramage is a Los Angeles-based novelist, screenwriter, and journalist. His debut novel, Yes, Daddy, is out today!Yes, Daddy follows an ambitious young man named Jonah Keller, who is searching for a way to get out from under his religious upbringing. He is lured by an older, successful playwright into a dizzying world of wealth and idyllic Hamptons home where things take a nightmarish turn.  Jonathan’s writing has been published in VICE, Slate, OUT, W, Atlas Obscura, Elle, and Medium. He has lectured on journalism and creative non-fiction at Fordham University. Also, he is an alumnus of the 2018 and 2019 Bread Loaf Writers' Conferences.Jonathan and his screenwriting partner, Marla Mindelle, recently sold their musical feature film screenplay, The Big Gay Jamboree, to Paramount Pictures. The film is executive produced by Margot Robbie, an Academy Award nominated actress.Topics Discussed:Identity and Faith: Jonathan’s journey as a spiritually searching queer manParents: Both were preachers, accepted their son, but were afraid to tell anyoneEarly Bloomer Being Bullied: Difficult to be yourself at church, home, and schoolSpiritual Reawakening: Jonathan’s path toward being queer and a ChristianTruth in Fiction: Jonah experiences similar narrative of sexual, spiritual trauma#MeToo/Perfect Victim: Everyone enters into relationships for different reasonsStorytelling: Who are you, explore parts of yourself, and make a differenceLinks and Resources:Jonathan Parks-Ramage’s WebsiteJonathan Parks-Ramage on InstagramYes, Daddy Amazon Studios<a href="http://www.newabbey.org/

Tara Teng is an embodiment coach who works in the intersections of spirituality and sexuality.Alongside collaborative work with community stakeholders, lawmakers, and organizations, Tara spent more than 10 years working to advance the socioeconomic status of women to diminish sexual violence and end human trafficking.Tara’s advocacy has helped to pass new laws in Canada that protect victims of human trafficking, and she established that country’s first municipal action plan to combat human trafficking.Also, Tara is a TEDx speaker, former Miss Canada, and was named “Canada’s Women of the Year” in 2011. She is one of the Globe and Mail’s “Top 25 Most Transformational Canadians,” received an International Heroes award from the Joy Smith Foundation, and the Queen’s Diamond Jubilee medal in recognition of her human rights work.Topics Discussed:Faith and Identity: Bisexual, bi-racial Asian-Canadian, Christian-mystic womanDeconstruction: Evolve and question everything around you and within yourselfShift in Faith: Jesus and his love for people and his hatred of injusticeEmbodiment: Power systems/structures use our bodies for profit and controlDisembodiment and Segregation: Reclaim and reconnect with pieces of selfIntersectionality: Expressing our queerness, makes us a target, but it’s necessaryPolyamory: Connection and commitment to relationship needs and boundariesLinks and Resources:Tara TengTara Teng on InstagramTara Teng - TEDx SpeakerQueer Youth of Faith Art Contest (Beloved Arise)2022 Q Christian Fellowship ConferenceMasterclass: 4 Practices You Can Start Now to Move Beyond ShameQueerology Podcast on InstagramQueerology Podcast on TwitterBeyond Shame by Matthias RobertsMatthias Roberts on PatreonAdvertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy

Abi Robins returns to to talk about their brand new book, “The Conscious Enneagram: How to Move from Typology to Transformation.”Abi identifies as a queer, non-binary trans person, parent, fiancée, Enneagram teacher/coach, and Yoga Therapist.Abi trained at The Narrative Enneagram and International Association of Yoga Therapists (IAYT).They created the Conscious Enneagram Website and social media platform, host the Conscious Construction Podcast, and founded the Queer Enneagram.Topics Discussed:Contemplative Christian: Faith is in flux more than identitiesWhat is the Enneagram, and how to use it for spiritual growth?Real Magic: Spiritual and religious leanings and language make senseLineage: Who are we connected to and can we trace that?Community: Reinfuses faith with missing mystical aspect, cultural competencyEnneagram: 9-pointed symbol of how energy becomes manifest in the universeIndividuation: Being an individual is important and brings more valueNo Direction: Gain insight, get grounded, and grow with a teacher, communityPersonality Types/Numbers: Right religion will make you and your life betterLinks and Resources: The Conscious Enneagram: How to Move from Typology to TransformationConscious Enneagram WebsiteConscious Enneagram on InstagramConscious Enneagram on TwitterConscious Enneagram on FacebookConscious Enneagram on YouTubeConscious Construction PodcastQueerology Podcast: Abi Robins is Queering the EnneagramQueerology Podcast: Suzanne Stabile on the Enneagram We Have All Hit a Wall - <a href="https://www.nytimes.com/2021/04/03/business/pandemic-burnout-productivity.htm

Rachael Ward (they/them) is a public theologian and LGBTQ activist. Currently, Rachael is pursuing a Master of Divinity and a Master of Arts in Practical Theology - pastoral care at Columbia Theological Seminary.Rachael is the creator of the Living-Death Doula Model for Pastoral Care and cofounder of Bible Queery, a facilitation collective geared toward queer wellness and reconstruction. Rachael lives with their wife, Chelsea, and two fur-babies in Atlanta where they focus on talking about and working around death, grief, and death doulas.Topics Discussed:Upbringing: Faith did not help form identity, but kept Rachael from their identityWhat if I am gay? Shameful hiding and living a double lifeLife and Death Matters: Birth is beautiful burst of life, death is dark and terribleLiving-Death Narratives: Grief keeps disembodied beings stuckWhat is available pastorally? Affirming theology (a.k.a. the Biblical case)Persistent Queer Themes: Disassociation, minimizing, and spiritual rationingLiving-Death Directives: Start with zero expectations and consent conversationsSteps to a Better Life: Facilitation, accessible writing, and meaningful helpLinks and Resources:Rachael Ward’s Website - Queer in FaithLiving-Death DoulaBible QueeryAmerican Academy of Religion (AAR) Mosaic Grief by Melissa KelleyPeter Levine from the Ergos Institute, Inc. Howard Thurman Women Who Run with the Wolves by Clarissa Pinkola Estés Pure by Linda Kay Klein2022 Q Christian Fellowship ConferenceMasterclass: 4 Practices You Can Start Now to Move Beyond ShameQueerology Podcast on Instagram<a href="https://twitter.com

Grace Semler Baldridge, who professionally goes by the artist’s name, ‘Semler,’ is a self-identified sad, queer, folk artist.​Semler created the docuseries, State of Grace on Refinery29, where she explores what it means to identify as a Christian and a member of the LGBTQ community. The docuseries was nominated for a GLAAD Award for Outstanding Digital Journalism.Also, you may know Selmer from her two TV shows, Murder With Friends and Pop Trigger.Just a few weeks ago, Selmer made history by being the first-ever out queer person to top the Christian music charts with her new album, Preacher’s Kid.Topics Discussed:Faith and Identity: Queer who rediscovered clear sense of self via deconstructionGreat Movements: Starts with something small that peaks interest and curiosityLeading Example: Dad, an Episcopal priest, was loving, affirming, and acceptingWider Church Culture: Not spared from questioning mixed messages, rulesPreacher’s Kid: Compilation of honest, raw, explicit, processed Christian musicInch of Peace: Reflecting on church camps, but not moved by the spiritPainful to Pray: Pro Christians who abuse others by acting in the name of GodJesus From Texas: Learn that blessings are sins; own both the blessing and painDifferent Worship Experience: Make space for complex relationships with creatorLinks and Resources:Grace Semler Baldridge on TwitterGrace Selmer Baldridge on InstagramGrace Selmer Baldridge on TikTok Under Our Roof Podcast State of Grace on Refinery29 Preacher’s KidJesus F

Crystal Cheatham is an LGBTQ rights activist, host of Lord Have Mercy, and founder of two projects—Our Bible App and the IDentity Kit, which help people ditch toxic theology to find spiritual wellness.​Our Bible App’s The Deconstructionists Playbook takes writers and readers from deconstruction to reconstruction to liberation theology.Since 2011, Crystal has worked as a ghostwriter and queer rights activist with Soulforce and The Attic Youth Center. As an outspoken activist, Crystal has written about the intersections of faith and sexual identity for the Huffington Post; a faith and spirituality column for the Philadelphia Gay News; served on the steering committee of the Human Rights Campaign (HRC) as the Faith and Spirituality chair; and partnered with Equality PA to influence clergy to support non-discrimination legislation. Crystal received her MFA from Antioch University.Topics Discussed:Faith, Identity: Crystal is a very out and proud black lesbian progressive ChristianFaith Community: Where no piece or part of Crystal feels unloved or unsupportedPassionate People: No need to apply pressure, protests for positive outcomesMy People: Didn’t have to fight to be included; create your own new spacesVisionary, not Verbal Leader: Publish uplifting, not problematic languageThe Deconstructionists Playbook: Deconstruct, reconstruct, and liberate theologyGod-in-a-Box Mentality: Epic churning and reckoning of faith in nation’s historyEvolve Organically: Faith and religion are more personal than allowed to beLinks and Resources:Crystal CheathamOur Bible App The Deconstructionists Playbook by Our Bible App — KickstarterBemba PressLord Have Mercy Podcast<a href="https://www.soulforce.org/" rel="no

Recorded live from the Brian M. Eckstein Podcast Stage at the 2021 Q Christian Fellowship Conference (via Zoom).Join Matthias as he sits down with Coach Yeamah, a gifted teacher and coach who serves LGBTQIA+ Christians who struggle to make peace with their faith and sexuality.Yeamah has built a beautiful community of queer believers and allies on Instagram, and she hosts a weekly live talk show and podcast that supports, inspires, educates, and encourages the community to live their full authentic selves as queer Christians.Yeamah can be found at:www.yeamah.com@coachyeamah on InstagramAdvertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy

Being brave is not easy, it’s a tough battle—sound familiar? With the holidays and reality of the world we are living in, it’s worth repeating this episode of Queerology with Candice Czubernat. ​Candice is a therapist and founder of The Christian Closet, an LGBTQ-affirming counseling, coaching, and spiritual direction organization.Also, Candice is the founder of Gloriously Queer, a conference for LGBTQ people of faith developed by LGBTQ people of faith.As a therapist, Candice helps individuals and couples worldwide navigate complex mental health experiences while living as queer people of faith.Candice was named one of the “10 Pro-LGBT Religious Women You Should Know” by The Advocate. She is a seasoned blogger, speaker, and author on LGBTQ Christianity and mental health issues.Candice graduated from the Moody Bible Institute and The Seattle School of Theology and Psychology. Candice identifies as a lesbian and Christian, who lives in California with her wife and their 5-year-old twins.Topics Discussed:LGBT and Christian: Lesbian is a really long word, easier to say gay or queerQueer Piece of Faith: Terrifying sin or specially knitted gift from God?Queer Mental Health: Suffering? Stunted? Don’t hide how God created youMental Health Practice: It may not be perfect or what you thought it would beHeartbreaking Proof: Everybody’s got issues, who caused and created damage?Trust Your Heart: Self-love turns you toward holiness, selflessness, gentlenessRadical Self-Acceptance: You’re not alone and you deserve love; visualize voicesMental Health Diagnosis and Medication: Taboo topics people don’t talk aboutProfessional Investment: Take pride in doing something to stop shame, sufferingLinks and Resources:Candice CzubernatThe Christian ClosetGloriously QueerCandice Czubernat on TwitterCandice Czubernat on Facebook The Advocate: “10 Pro-LGBT Religious Women You Should Know”<

Chavonn Williams Shen is a poet, artist, educator, and activist from Minneapolis. ​Winner of the Still I Rise grant, first runner-up for the Los Angeles Review Flash Fiction Contest, and Best of the Net Award finalist, Chavonn is also a Pushcart Prize nominee, winner of the Mentor Series in Poetry and Creative Prose through the Loft Literary Center, and fellow through the Givens Foundation for African American Literature. As a Tin House and VONA workshop alum, Chavonn’s poetry and prose have appeared in Yemassee, the Los Angeles Review, Permafrost Magazine, and Cosmonauts Avenue.   Chavonn uses art as a practice of resilience and resistance. By using and teaching poetry, writing becomes an act of healing. When not teaching with the Minnesota Prison Writing Workshop, Chavonn’s time is spent obsessing over house plants.Topics Discussed: Faith Forms Identity: One foot in the north, one in the deep south as a storytellerAncient Text: Remix, adapt, and make stories more malleableCareer Path: Cognitive science and psychology versus English and writingFellowships: Apply for what you want - to be on stage, reading, and writingPoetry and Therapy: Way to help people protest and heal from traumaPeople’s Hands: Words and colors capture who they are and what they doReclaim Language: Carve out composition space without marginalized writersWriting Exercises: Name everything and everyone around you that is true Book of Prayer Poems: Writing poetry is spiritual practice for well-beingWhat does rest look like? Meditation and resistance Links and Resources: Chavonn Williams ShenChavonn Williams Shen on FacebookChavonn Williams Shenn on TwitterMinnesota Prison Writing Workshop (MPWW)The Nap Ministry - Rest as ResistanceQ Christian Fellowship Virtual Conference (Code: Queerology2021 for $10 off)Queerology Podcast on InstagramQueerology Podcast on TwitterBeyond Shame by Matthias RobertsMatthias Roberts on PatreonAdvertising Inquiries: <a href='https://redcircle

Tim Ouyang is a recording artist, producer, and songwriter. His band, Tim Be Told, is a contemporary Christian music group from the college-town of Charlottesville, Virginia.Tim’s new album, Love and Happiness, focuses on his coming out journey and experiences with love, disappointment, disbelief, faith, hope, and God. Specifically, Like This song is the crown jewel on the album.Tim has had quite a career since coming out and shares how things have fundamentally changed and shifted.  Topics Discussed:Faith Forms Identity: Being gay was bain of existence and incredible blessingGain Clarity: Why am I different? Praying to God to changeHomosexuality is sinful? Contemplating suicide, know you’re loved and not aloneAre you gay? Parents’ accusations, violations of privacy change to affirmationsTheological Compromise: Remove leaders to not be seen or heard out of fearConflict Resolution: Don’t ignore struggles; confront and cope with pain, sadnessLike This Song: Taps into source of trauma from cultural and familial baggageChristianity: Know the right God because his spirit changes you from inside outLinks and Resources:Tim Be ToldTim Be Told on BandcampTim Be Told on InstagramTim Be Told on SpotifyLove and Happiness AlbumLike This SongQ Christian Fellowship Virtual ConferenceQueerology Podcast on InstagramQueerology Podcast on TwitterBeyond Shame by Matthias RobertsMatthias Roberts on PatreonAdvertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy

In 2018, Collin Martin came out as gay. At the time, he was the only ‘out’ man in any of the big five American sport leagues or any top division professional men’s national soccer leagues.Today, Collin is a professional soccer player as a midfielder for San Diego Loyal in the United Soccer League (USL) championship.Also, Collin has played for D.C. United and Minnesota United FC in Major League Soccer (MLS) and for Richmond Kickers and Hartford Athletic in the USL.  Collin shares how Cary Umhau, a speaker, writer, and consultant, was influential in his coming out process.  Topics Discussed:Faith Forms Identity: Gay or not, God completely loves youEvery Sunday, Different Church: Growing, learning, and realizing you’re gayInner Struggle: What to do with knowledge in an unwelcoming environment?Boiling Point: Separating faith from sexuality until telling family and friendsMentor/Mom’s Best Friend: Why Collin was comfortable coming out to CaryTaco Time: Say what you have to say about being gayPeople: Give those who love and support you a chance, despite the riskTeammates: Promise to protest when something is wrong, not rightLinks and Resources:Collin Martin on InstagramCary UmhauSan Diego LoyalD.C. UnitedMinnesota United FCMajor League Soccer (MLS)Richmond KickersHartford AthleticUnited Soccer League (USL)Burning Down the Fireproof Hotel by Cary UmhauBreadcoin OrganizationQ Christian Fellowship Virtual Conference<a href="https://ww

People have caused a turning point in the Earth’s natural history. Everybody Now is a podcast that focuses on what it means to be human on the threshold of a global climate emergency, in a time of systemic injustice and runaway pandemics.Scientists, activists, farmers, poets, and theologians talk bravely and frankly about how our biosphere is changing, grief and hope in an age of social collapse, mass extinction, and taking action against all odds.On October 19, Everybody Now will be released by podcasters all over the world as a collective call for awareness, grief, and loving action. Don’t think about doom, but what you can do about it.Topics Discussed:Do we need any more reminders? Turning points in Earth’s natural historyTree of Knowledge: Cut down, remains turned into paper, and warnings burnedHeaven on Earth: Hopelessly in love with nature but sense of dread and panicClimate Change: High levels of destruction; ecosystems survive or never recoverAgricultural Country: Farmers rely on and impacted by climate for growing cropsEnvironmental Movement: Philosophical arguments why climate change mattersBiological Annihilation: Dinosaurs to other species, mammals, animals go extinctPandemics threats continue due to modern living, fossil fuels, human behaviorClimate Breakdowns: Uneven and loss of access to human spaces, creaturesCapabilities: Change activities, habits, consumption, energy, and people involvedBook of Revelation: Misguided general awareness, grief over greenhouse gasesGrief vs. Despair: Difference between what will and won’t changeImpact on Faith: Life, intelligence, and interaction permeate everythingActive vs. Passive Mindset: You can still live, change, and careHigher Emissions: Deliberate or willful ignorance where 50% comes from 10%System of Enemies: Speak to power about practices, assumptions, interestsCivil Disobedience: Makes the change and sense when done with compassionLinks and Resources:Everybody Now PodcastDr. Gail Bradbrook (Scientist and co-founder of Extinction Rebellion)Kevin Anderson (Professor of Energy and Climate Change at University of Manchester)Dámaris Albuquerque (Agricultural communities in Nicaragua)Dr. Rowan Williams (Theologian, po

When Dr. Kyl Myers and their husband decided to have a child, they came to an unorthodox decision: they would not assign a gender to their baby. Dr. Kyl teaches the world how to raise children without gender-based shame, expectations, and limitations. Instead, she's an advocate for unconditional love so kids can live vibrant, authentic lives.  Kyl is a sociologist, educator, and advocate for Gender Creative Parenting. Her TED talk, Want Gender Equality? Let's Get Creative, encourages people to rethink childhood gender socialization. Kyl’s new book, Raising Them: Our Adventure in Gender Creative Parenting documents their journey raising their child, Zoomer. She is the creator of the Raising Zoomer website & Instagram, a place where kids be kids in an environment where everything is for everyone.  Topics Discussed:Faith and Religion: Mormonism shaped identity journey—for better and worseHomophobia: Same-sex controversy, no promo homo laws, and conversionQueer Community: Recognizing and finding one’s self is liberatingSocial Justice: Fight for the underdog and against being ostracizedEducation: Check your ignorance and think on your own to learn valuable thingsLove and Marriage: Meet people, make choices, and question family valuesGender Creative Parenting: Commit to raising children by supporting diversityLinks and Resources:Kyl MyersKyl Myers’s TED Talk: Want gender equality? Let's get creativeRaising Them: Our Adventure in Gender Creative ParentingRaising ZoomerRaising Zoomer on InstagramQueerology Podcast on InstagramQueerology Podcast on TwitterBeyond Shame by Matthias RobertsMatthias Roberts on PatreonAdvertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy</

Brit Barron is a teacher, speaker, and author of the recently released book, Worth It: Overcome Your Fears and Embrace the Life You Were Made For.Brit grew up in an evangelical church and eventually became the pastor of a megachurch at only 26 years old. It was truly too soon to understand herself, her dreams, and her sexuality.That is, until Brit met Sami, a woman who changed, saved, and transformed her entire life. Brit decided to leave the church, get married to Sami, and come out. Choosing freedom is always worth it—no matter the cost.Currently, Brit and Sami live in Austin, Texas, with their dog, Charles Barkley, and a house filled with plants that they treat like children.Topics Discussed:Identity: Female, lesbian, kind of tall, kind of Christian, and somebody’s wifeFighter’s Mentality: Pure, true, Christian narrative competes with other optionsMetaphor: Spring is always coming and new life is being birthedOn a Rampage: Remember, more than one thing can be true at the same timeHarm, Hard Work, Half Reality: Racist people can still be niceCloseted to Coming Out: Breaking boundaries while wrestling with fear for truthRight or Wrong Choices? Stop or continue to take the next step toward healingLinks and Resources:Brit BarronBrit Barron on Instagram Worth It: Overcome Your Fears and Embrace the Life You Were Made ForQueerology: Brit Barron is Gloriously QueerQueerology: Brit & Sami - YAY Packages!Richard Rohr’s Center for Action and Contemplation Miley Cyrus’s The ClimbQueerology Podcast on InstagramQueerology Podcast on TwitterBeyond Shame by Matthias RobertsMatthias Roberts on PatreonAdvertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: <a href='https://redcircle.com/priv

Emily Scott is a church planter and Lutheran pastor who believes Christian practice holds out rich possibilities that call us to reach across boundaries in love, learn through discomfort, and build relationships that bring God's realm close.Emily, who identifies as queer and genderqueer, is committed to building communities of faith that dismantle fear and hate, affirm LGBTQ+ people, and confront racial injustice. Currently, Emily serves as the founding pastor of Dreams and Visions, an imaginative spiritual community of restoration that is rooted in the LGBTQ+ community.Also, Emily is the author of the recently published book, For All Who Hunger: Searching for Communion in a Shattered World.Topics Discussed:Identity and Faith: Formed and shaped by privileges and influence of whitenessThreads of Liberation: Bible stories make for constant coming out and emergingChurch Culture: Progressive path to walk or follow scripts to shut off yourselfCommunion: Transcendent/transported expression of faith in God’s presenceDinner Church: Deep symbols of faith bring people together to feast uponEmbedded Misogyny: Process and performance of being feminine or masculineWhat to Wear? Pants, skirts, or whatever feels right and comfortable, not painfulResurrection: Come back in a transformed state and leave behind past versionsLinks and Resources:Emily Scott’s WebsiteFor All Who Hunger: Searching for Communion in a Shattered WorldDreams and VisionsSt. Lydia's Dinner ChurchEmily Scott on InstagramEmily Scott on TwitterEmily Scott on Facebook Kinsey Scale Queerology: Nadia Bolz-Weber is Trying CompassionQueerology Podcast on InstagramQueerology Podcast on TwitterBeyond Shame by Matthias

Andrea Dalzell was told she could never become a nurse because of her disability. Never tell Andrea what she can and can’t do.At five years old, Andrea was diagnosed with Transverse Myelitis (TM), a neurological condition that causes paralysis. However, growing up using a wheelchair didn't stop her from pursuing a career in health care.Today, Andrea is a registered nurse, disability advocate, and speaker. She studied biology and neuroscience in college to earn an associate’s and bachelor’s degree in nursing (RN, BSN). As the first registered nurse who uses a wheelchair in New York City, thousands of clinicians, caregivers, and wheelchair users follow Andrea’s career pursuits as The Seated Nurse on Instagram.Unhidden and unapologetically, Andrea is a queer, black woman with a disability.Topics Discussed:Faith and Identity: Sometimes shifts or stays stagnateWhy me? Why God? Why a diagnosis transforms a person’s lifeDoctors, Prayers, and Pain: Need to be cured and whole in normal societySpecial Ed Student: Picked on and scolded because of physical disabilityMy Mom, My Advocate: Disability doesn’t define or determine abilityRage and Rebellion: Going against society when not allowed to be normalAccessibility: Find your voice and strength to ask for help as a human beingWhy Nursing School? Holistic approach to whole patient, not their diagnosisAll About Me to Advocacy Work: People with disabilities want equal opportunitiesFake It to Make It: Understand that you’re worthy, deserving, and includedLove Yourself: Mental health is what’s most important, so take care of youLinks and Resources:The Seated Nurse on Instagram Transverse Myelitis (TM) Ms. Wheelchair NY: ‘Life, Liberty And The Pursuit Of Access’Queerology Podcast on InstagramQueerology Podcast on TwitterBeyond Shame by Matthias RobertsBeyond Shame Healing Day Hosted by Matthias Roberts

Leigh Finke is a writer, producer, and editor from St. Paul, Minnesota. Her work focuses on religion and culture and how both intersect with the lives of queer people.She has two new books releasing August 25 titled, Queerfully and Wonderfully Made: A Guide for LGBTQ+ Christian Teens and Welcoming and Affirming: A Guide to Supporting and Working with LGBTQ+ Christian Youth.These books are some of the best and most comprehensive resources I've ever seen for LGBTQ+ teens and people of all ages.Topics Discussed:Christianity as a negative closeting toolGender conceptsLeigh's paradigm shiftQueerfully and Wonderfully Made: Your identity is real, valid, and valuableFocusing on spirituality instead. of maintaining faith for othersHarmful and toxic religion changing to affirmation and supportDoing what’s best for you; coming out is not a necessity  Links and Resources:Leigh Finke’s WebsiteLeigh Finke on TwitterLeigh Finke on Facebook Queerfully and Wonderfully Made: A Guide for LGBTQ+ Christian Teens Welcoming and Affirming: A Guide to Supporting and Working with LGBTQ+ Christian Youth Orlando Shooting at Pulse NightclubNational Study of Youth and Religion, Wave 3 (2007-2008)Queerology Podcast on InstagramQueerology Podcast on TwitterBeyond Shame by Matthias RobertsBeyond Shame Healing Day Hosted by Matthias RobertsMatthias Roberts on PatreonAdvertising Inquiries: <a href='ht

In January 2020, Netflix released a reality show titled, The Circle. One of the contestants was Chris Sapphire, a gay guy with a huge personality who talked about his faith in the first five minutes of the show. Chris wasn’t playing a character. He is just as quirky and enthusiastic in real life. In this episode, Chris openly talks about depression and suicide using spirited language. He also describes neuroplasticity—within scripture, our minds can be renewed and that’s a promise from God.  Therapy is a recommended and important part of the renewal of our minds. If only spiritual means doesn’t work for you, it doesn’t mean there’s something wrong with you. Topics Discussed: Faith Forms Identity: Christianity is fiber of Chris’s existenceDepressive State of Mind: Discovering God was saving grace from suicide Bible vs. Bullying: School bus stop proves God’s preventionGod and the Golden Rule: Treat others the way you would want to be treatedImperfectly Perfect: Sinner or saint? Surrender to Savior Taking Notes: Chris’s time on The Circle spent writing Bible versesFear and Conflict: Deny documentary striving to disprove Jesus’s existencePrayer and Affirmation: What if...? Optimistic, hopeful, life-changing experiencesLinks and Resources: Chris Sapphire on InstagramChris Sapphire on YouTubeChris Sapphire on TwitterChris Sapphire on FacebookThe CircleDancing QueenAlyssa EdwardsAdore DelanoRuPaul’s Drag RacePete ButtigiegBeyond Shame by Matthias RobertsMatthias Roberts on Patreon  Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: <a href='https://redcircle.com/privacy

Blake Mundell wanted to be a worship songwriter, but quickly became disillusioned and transitioned to pop music. He now writes and records songs under the name, COURIER. Blake is recording a new album and his new single, Conversion, releases July 17.Also, Blake is a sports massage therapist and on the medical staff for the Tennessee Titans. He’s an instructor of ethics, anatomy, and physiology at Mind Body Institute and is happiest when on a beach volleyball court. Blake lives with his partner, Tim, and dog, Jesse.Topics Discussed: How Blake identifies in relationships and religion How conversion therapy reates abusive and damaging sense of camaraderie COURIER: Concept artist humanizes people and writes about life experiencesWords of Wisdom: Mess up, know it’s ok, but do what’s possible to not mess upWhite Tears: Identity comes from community; give up power, give up what bindsEmotional Labor: Hard but necessary; white people need to become whole againTheological Walls: Barrier from experiencing empathy due to what God made youLinks and Resources: Blake Mundell on InstagramBlake Mundell on TwitterCOURIERPresent TenseWhite TearsMind Body InstituteTennessee TitansBridge to TerabithiaSueAnn ShiahWiccaColin KaepernickBad Theology Kills by Kevin GarciaQueerology, Ep 42 with SueAnn ShiahQueerology Podcast on InstagramQueerology Podcast on Twitter<a href="https://matthiasroberts.c

How are you celebrating the first-ever national Queer Youth of Faith (QYF) Day on June 30, 2020?On this episode of Queerology, a panel celebrates the life, creativity, and gifts of queer youth of faith. The panel includes Ameera, a trans Bengali-American Muslim; Taline, a bisexual Armenian Christian; Daniel, a gay Jew; and Sebastian, a trans Christian.Happy QYF Day! Topics Discussed: QYF Panel: How each identifies and how faith formed their identityHonor, Celebrate, Center: Importance and meaning of QYF Day to each panelistAffirming Theology: Spread awareness that God doesn’t hate youQueer Realization: Born this way and continual struggle to find hope and supportAdvice: Nobody’s perfect, don’t change, you’re not alone, find your peopleLinks and Resources: QYF DayBeloved AriseJewish Queer YouthKeshetMuslim Alliance for Sexual and Gender DiversityRebel & DivineKevin Garcia on YouTubeBeyond Shame by Matthias RobertsMatthias Roberts on PatreonAdvertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy

Are you afraid to walk in your own neighborhood? Tired of being blocked by white people who think they own the sidewalk? Are you an ally or accomplice?  Kashif Andrew Graham steps in as guest host for Matthias Roberts to talk to Rev. Broderick Greer about moving from allyship to accompliceship. As a priest-on-staff at St. John’s Cathedral in Denver, Broderick directs liturgy and oversees ministry for people in their 20s and 30s.  Occasionally, Broderick offers lectures and facilitates conversations related to the interplay of culture, theology, and justice.  Broderick’s work has been in The Guardian, Teen Vogue, On Being, and The Washington Post. Topics Discussed:  Current Events: Things are breaking everywhere—in a necessary way  Allyship or Accompliceship: Walk with Shawn or white saviorism on Nextdoor?  Ally Framework: Difference between support and privilege; charity and justice Unfriended Friends: What is sustainable—ally or accomplice framework?  Toxic Positivity: Unveiling black/white relations and unrealistic perceptions Disrespect and Disconnect  White people don’t own the world Social Media: Watching black death retraumatizes; reinforces white imagination Sorry, Not Sorry: I’m not exhausted by being black PRIDE: What it means to be a queer, black man Links and Resources:  Broderick Greer A black man was afraid to walk in his gentrified community. So 75 neighbors walked with him. Dying of Whiteness Accomplices, Not Allies <

Join Broderick Greer, Brit Barron, Robin DiAngelo, Darren Calhoun, Robyn Henderson-Espinoza, and Kenji Kuramitsu for this special compilation episode about liberation and justice. Links & Resources Care by and for Black and Brown folks (white folks, give these orgs money): The Mystic Soul Project The Nap Ministry Sweet Rest Other Links and Resources: Google (learn how to use it) National Bail Fund Network Donate to Black Lives Matter Anti-racism Resources for White People 75 Things White People Can Do for Racial Justice White Homework by Torri Williams Douglass AnaYelsi Velasco-Sanchez A Booklet of Uncommon Prayer Nordstrom Corporate Statement White Fragility: Why It's So Hard for White People to Talk About Race Darren Calhoun Dr. Robyn Henderson Espinoza Activist Theology Brit Barron Worth It: Overcome Your Fears and Embrace the Life You Were Made For Broderick Greer  Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt

James Alison is a Catholic theologian, priest, and author, who has studied, lived, and worked in Mexico, Brazil, Bolivia, Chile, Spain, America, and England. Known for his firm but patient insistence on truthfulness regarding gay matters as an ordinary part of basic Christianity, James is dedicated to pastoral outreach.James has written eight books. His latest is titled, Jesus the Forgiving Victim: Listening for the Unheard Voice. James earned a doctorate in theology and serves as a Fellow and Chair of the Education Committee at IMITATIO, an organization that focuses on René Girard’s insights into human behavior and culture.Topics Discussed:James’s faith journeyRené Girard and mimetic theoryThe scapegoat mechanismSacred (or Holy) vs. Mysticism (or Mythification) of Divine as churches crumbleIntelligence of victimGrace and growth Links and Resources: James AlisonBooks by James AlisonJesus the Forgiving Victim: Listening for the Unheard VoiceIMITATIORené Girard and Mimetic TheoryNadia Bolz-WeberLeap of Faith Movie with Steve MartinBeyond Shame by Matthias RobertsMatthias Roberts on PatreonTweets:God’s word matters more than any amount of scientific knowledge or learning.Catholicism: Grace perfects nature.Gradual Realization: Reality is screwed up, but not radically screwed up. Learn from who you are, what is true.God has nothing to do with violence.Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy

Nadia Bolz-Weber is an ordained Lutheran Pastor, founder of House for All Sinners and Saints in Denver, and New York Times best-selling author.Nadia’s three memoirs are Pastrix: The Cranky, Beautiful Faith of a Sinner Accidental Saints: Finding God In All The Wrong People; and SHAMELESS: A Sexual Reformation.Also, Nadia has an online publication, newsletter, and community called, The Corners. Recently, she started her own podcast, The Confessional.Nadia writes and speaks about personal failings, recovery, grace, faith, and whatever else is on her mind. You can usually find her sitting in the corner with the other weirdos. Topics Discussed:The confines of labelsNadia's faith journeySpiritual authority and gender biasThe dualism of idealism and devaluationThe path to maturity and compassionFree willScapegoating and calloutsWhere do we find hope? Links and Resources: Nadia Bolz-WeberNadia Bolz-Weber on InstagramNadia Bolz-Weber on TwitterHouse for All Sinners and SaintsThe CornersThe ConfessionalPastrix: The Cranky, Beautiful Faith of a Sinner & SaintAccidental Saints: Finding God In All The Wrong PeopleSHAMELESS: A Sexual ReformationFrank SchaefferFresh AirTerry GrossWild, Wild Country on

Jeff Chu is a writer, reporter, and editor. He’s the author of Does Jesus Really Love Me? A Gay Christian’s Pilgrimage in Search of God in America. Currently, Jeff lives in Michigan with his husband and serves as a teacher-in-residence at Central Reformed Church in Grand Rapids. Also, Jeff co-hosts Evolving Faith with Sarah Bessey, a yearly conference for those exploring faith and answers related to sexuality, justice, church, and life.Jeff graduated from Princeton Theological Seminary (PTS). He was a farmhand at PTS’s Farminary, where theological education focuses on small-scale regenerative agriculture.Topics Discussed: Faith and identityExploring sexuality to reconcile faithLearning about loveJeff’s Book: Does Jesus Really Love Me?God’s invitations for usSeasons and Seeds: Invitation to resurrect, regenerate, restore, and renourishChasing and Capturing Struggle: Core need is to know that you matter to God Links and Resources: Jeff ChuJeff Chu on InstagramJeff Chu on TwitterDoes Jesus Really Love Me?Evolving FaithCentral Reformed ChurchPrinceton Theological Seminary (PTS): FarminaryNotes of a Make-Believe FarmerBeyond Shame by Matthias RobertsMatthias Roberts on PatreonAdvertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy

Cameron Esposito is a Los Angeles-based standup comic, actor, and writer. She’s the host of the Queery podcast, which features interviews with LGBTQ luminaries.  Recently, Cameron released her first book, Save Yourself, a memoir that addresses sexuality, gender, and equality. It describes how her Catholic upbringing prepared her for a career as an outspoken lesbian comedian.   Also, Cameron is the co-creator and co-star of the TV series, Take My Wife. Her recent comedy special, Rape Jokes, raised nearly $100,000 for RAINN, the nation’s largest anti-sexual violence organization.  All systems have hypocrisy and flaws. Nobody is perfect. Comedy can be a relief.  Cameron is endlessly curious about other people’s past and present experiences. What will happen next? Topics Discussed: Her Catholic upbringing Gender equality and queer theory Social justice, support, and safe places Liberation theology What was missing in the Catholic message she was taught Fear of abandonment The connection between being a comic and a priest   The importance of having accountability in communities   Links and Resources:  Cameron Esposito Queery with Cameron Esposito Save Yourself Take My Wife Rape Jokes RAINN Spotlight Matthias Roberts on Patreon  Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/b

Kalen Allen is a YouTuber known for his Kalen Reacts videos featuring colorful and witty commentary on culinary concoctions. Kalen’s videos captured Ellen DeGeneres’s interest and was offered the opportunity to collaborate and produce content for her digital platforms. Now, Kalen has a regular guest spot on The Ellen Show and weekly news series called, OMKalen. Kalen’s videos boast more than 487 million views thanks to his infectious personality and wide-brimmed red hat. As Kalen continues to entertain in the digital space, he will make his acting debut in Seth Rogen’s Untitled Pickle Comedy.  Kalen is originally from Kansas City, Kansas, and now lives in Hollywood, California. He describes how he continues to experience internalized homophobia.Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy