003: Your alcohol addiction is lurking nearby and it is getting stronger

Paul sums up his summer of 2014 and drinking career with one dream explaining why he decided his elevator had gone down far enough. Points to discuss during Podcast -It works! It's keeping me sober. Talk about every Monday at 6am goal and how someone reached out. Fear of creating podcasts is no one will listen, mine is that people will actually listen. Dream Peace, Calm, unity, free Gary Jules - Mad World Dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had which describes how Paul felt in the summer of 2014. Repeating statements, words etc. Broken Record. Are you not listening to your own podcasts? Addiction doing laps on ten-speed bike Addiction can dunk a basketball Doing pull-ups Burpees Taking a break, then buying performance enhancing drugs Picture of my beautiful view while podcasting