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Episode 506 – Drink Yourself Sober Today we have James. He is 33 years old from Birmingham, UK and he took his last drink in May 30th, 2023. Café RE is now off of Facebook and we have our own app. If you're looking for accountability with others who are ditching the booze or have already done so, we'd love to have you. Sobertopia – a platform for all things Alcohol-Free Drop the Bottle Sponsors for this episode: Better Help - code ELEVATOR AG1 [03:57] Thoughts from Paul: Today's guest James said something that sparked a dormant memory for Paul, which was to drink yourself sober. Paul shares how in the summer of 2014, he knew he was quitting drinking, it was just a matter of time. He was reading quit lit and the alcohol was no longer working for him. Trying to expedite the quitting, Paul drank with the intent to give himself more reasons to quit. Even though he does not recommend anyone do this he shares this as a reminder that paid that we listen to, embrace, and no longer run from can be one of the best teachers. It can shine light on where not to go. And pain is also the crack where the light of healing enters. As Paul has mentioned in a recent episode – it takes what it takes, and he had to embrace the pain and even purposely step into it more in order to start the healing. [08:52] Paul introduces James: James is 33 years old; he works in administration at a university. He is a musician in a few bands and has been doing a lot of touring. He also enjoys reading, walking with his partner and spending time with his cats. James shares that he doesn't remember his first drink but remembers a few occasions in his teens where he went overboard when there was free access to alcohol. He says it was clear from the start that he was "all or nothing" when it came to drinking. Between ages 18 and 26, James worked in bars and was around alcohol a good bit. He also got introduced to other drugs but saw his usage of alcohol and drugs just part of the lifestyle. Both James and his partner had transitioned to 9-5 jobs. He says he took the lifestyle with him, but she did not. This contributed to them drifting apart. Since he was able to work hard and party hard, he didn't see an issue. After moving to another town alone, James says there was less of a balance between work and play and on a few occasions feels he should have lost his job. If anyone ever spoke to him about his drinking, he would brush it off as he was just living in the moment and as an artist the struggle would benefit his work. Off and on, James would moderate and was able to quit for a bit in 2020. After a little over 100 days, he felt like the monotony of the day-to-day got to him and he started drinking again. He didn't care much about his job and was somewhat relieved to be able to go to gigs with the bands and not worry about not drinking. He ended up moving back to Birmingham and reconnecting with his partner. They moved in together with the rule that he wouldn't bring that lifestyle home. James started the job he has now and started only drinking on the weekends or at gigs with the band. Over time, he recognized that alcohol was creating a lot of problems for him and it was no longer much fun. On May 31st James decided he had to let it go for good. It wasn't his first rodeo, so he knew what to expect. Accepting that nothing worth doing is going to be easy was helpful for him. He is making living amends with his partner and says it means more to him than he can put into words that she has been there for him through it all. James treats every day like day one and checks into sober communities often. He says he scared himself straight and keeps a mindfulness around cravings and that drinking one help anything. James' parting piece of guidance: If you're thinking about it, you probably need to. There is no shame in falling and picking yourself back up. Recovery Elevator You took the elevator down, got to take the stairs back up. We can do this. RE merch Recovery Elevator YouTube Sobriety Tracker iTunes