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September 2, 2025
What if you could never be what they wanted? [Rebroadcast #246]
This Is Actually HappeningAbout this episode
Always feeling she had failed the ideals of her strict Muslim, South Asian family and community, a woman struggles to navigate trauma, shame and self-expression, when unexpected news forces her into a powerful reckoning. Today we bring you the seventh episode of our annual 5-week summer rebroadcast series, airing 2 episodes a week. We will return with all new episodes starting Tuesday, September 16, 2025 . Today’s rebroadcast episode “What if you could never be what they wanted?” originally aired as episode 246 on September 13, 2022. Today‘s episode featured Azzah Ahmad. You can find out more about Azzah by visiting her Instagram page @Lifeazziknowit Producers : Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits, Sara Marinelli Content/Trigger Warnings : sexual abuse of a minor, suicidal ideation, explicit language Social Media : Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast Website : thisisactuallyhappening.com Website for Andrew Waits : andrdewwaits.com Website for Sara Marinelli : saramarinelli.com Support the Show : Support The Show on Patreon: patreon.com/happening Wondery Plus: All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service. To access the full catalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at wondery.com/plus Shop at the Store : The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts : Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, thisisactuallyhappening.com Intro Music : “Sleep Paralysis” - Scott Velasquez Music Bed : “Re-Entry” – Lee Rosevere Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: National Suicide and Crisis Lifeline: Text or Call 988 National Alliance on Mental Illness: 1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN): 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info .