Kay Ulanday Barrett — Pantoum for recital when my mom said, don’t let them see you cry

A memory from childhood is viewed through the lens of the Malaysian poetic form of pantoum. New things emerge when lines break and reform with new associations. Kay Ulanday Barrett is a poet, essayist, cultural strategist, and A+ napper. They are the winner of the 2022 Foundation for Contemporary Arts Cy Twombly Award for Poetry, a 2022 recipient of a Tin House Next Book residency, and a recipient of a 2020 James Baldwin Fellowship Award at MacDowell. Their second book, More Than Organs (Sibling Rivalry Press, 2020), received a 2021 Stonewall Honor Book Award and is a 2021 Lambda Literary Award Finalist. Their contributions are found in The New York Times , Academy of American Poets, Poetry Magazine , Literary Hub, them, The Advocate , Al Jazeera, NYLON, Vogue , The Rumpus, The Lily , The Maine Review , The Massachusetts Review , and elsewhere. For more information, visit kaybarrett.net or find them on social media at @brownroundboi . Find the transcript for this show at onbeing.org. We’re pleased to offer Kay Ulanday Barrett’s poem , and invite you to connect with Poetry Unbound throughout this season. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.