Ep. 182 What Is The Point of This Human Existence ? A Candid Convo with Candace Craw-Goldman

We sure get into it today! Candace's Bio "There's always something wrong with you," My husband said to me as I cried in his shoulder about yet another painful physical issue. Those words stung me terribly, and yet, they were completely true. If it wasn't migraines it was fibromyalgia, if it wasn't a second bedridden high-risk pregnancy, it was severe allergies, if it wasn't digestion issues it was severe muscle spasms. TMJ, hearing loss, bladder issues, pelvic pain and more. I went to doctors for help. So many doctors, for so many years, for so many tests, evaluations drugs and procedures of which none helped and most made me worse, or actually much worse. After a particularly painful "dark night of the soul" where I found myself adrift and alone after having to cancel the biggest professional photography shoot of my life because of severe pain, something profound happened to me. I spent hours laying in my bed, with a single question going round and round in my head. "What exactly am I supposed to do? Someone, anyone, please just tell me, what am I supposed to do?" Suddenly I was transported out of my body and found myself standing before a group of "light beings" One being stood up from the group and handed me a piece of paper that had written upon it, a list of 3 things for me to "do." Each of the things were instrumental in my healing but one changed my life completely. Number 3 on the list was, "Have a past life regression." And with that, the next 24 hours lined up for me as if I were starring in a fantastical and magical movie. The synchronicities and multiple miraculous gifts that were presented to me after that profound spiritual experience changed absolutely everything. Among the amazing events and surprises bestowed upon me by the universe, was an upcoming class with Dolores Cannon. I didn’t even know who she was, only the day before. And then a few weeks later as I was climbing into my pickup, Spirit whispered to me that Dolores was going to choose me as her demonstration subject. I was in disbelief. Spirit insisted I believe and not only that but to actually count on it. I argued in my mind the entire 9 hour drive to Arkansas. “Why will she choose me?” Spirit explained it had already been decided, and nothing was going to change that fact. When Dolores started her 3 day class she set her volunteer sign up sheet out on her desk and invited all in the class who would like to be considered as the demo client to put their name on the notebook. I did NOT put my name down. Spirit said, “It won’t matter if you put your name on the list or not, it has already been decided.” think all but 3 of us in the class signed up, including my very excited classmate/roommate. At the end of the second day of class Dolores stood up from her desk and said, “Well, this is pretty unusual but “They” want me to do the demonstration on someone who did not sign up.” She then walked over to where I was sitting, stopped and looked down at me. “Candace would you consider volunteering?” I pretty much burst out crying and said yes immediately. I would trust Spirit’s whispers forever more. The session with Dolores was memorable and magical and continues to inform my life. Even now. More than a dozen years later. Numerous events and life situations have come and gone and yet…what I have learned in that session keeps delivering on ever more deep and profound levels. Not long after Dolores’ passing in 2014, so much changed that I found it necessary to become independent from her heirs. This meant as a quantum healing practitioner and also as a Support Forum and Directory provider. For a time I continued to practice quantum healing as I had before but after a year or two, Spirit nudged me to trust myself and become more creative and expansive with my clients in session and so I was. I added more intuitive information and guidance, offered energetic healing and alchemical support when guided and began offering sessions online. Clients were hap