Ep. 280 Does Anxiety Make You Need to Pee or Poop?

In this week's podcast episode, we are reflecting on the question, "Does anxiety make you need to pee or poop? Yes, you read that right! Today, we are talking ALL about how anxiety can cause frequent urination and the fear of peeing your pants. Have you found yourself getting anxious you might need to pee or poop in public which, in turn, makes you need to pee or poop in public? Bathroom emergencies are way more common than you think. I even share a story of how I, myself, had to handle the urgency to 🏃🏼‍♀️🏃🏿‍♂️ to the restroom. In This Episode: Why do we need to pee and poop when we are anxious? What causes the psychological need to urinate or defecate when anxious? How to stop anxiety Urination How to manage a fear of peeing your pants or pooping your pants How to use mindfulness and self-compassion when experiencing nervous pee syndrome Links To Things I Talk About: Overcoming Anxiety and Panic h ttps://www.cbtschool.com/overcominganxiety ERP School: https://www.cbtschool.com/erp-school-lp Episode Sponsor: This episode of Your Anxiety Toolkit is brought to you by CBTschool.com. CBTschool.com is a psychoeducation platform that provides courses and other online resources for people with anxiety, OCD, and Body-Focused Repetitive Behaviors. Go to cbtschool.com to learn more. Spread the love! Everyone needs tools for anxiety... If you like Your Anxiety Toolkit Podcast, visit YOUR ANXIETY TOOLKIT PODCAST to subscribe free and you'll never miss an episode. And if you really like Your Anxiety Toolkit, I'd appreciate you telling a friend (maybe even two). EPISODE TRANSCRIPTION This is Your Anxiety Toolkit - Episode 280. Welcome back, everybody. I am so thrilled to have you here with me again today. Today's format is going to be a little different. I have fused the "I did the hard thing" with the question that we're going to address today. Usually, I sit down to the microphone and I look at my screen and I think about what I want to talk about, and I just start talking about it. To be honest, that is how this show goes. It has always been how this show has gone. But a follower on Instagram reached out to me this week and posed a really great question. So, with her permission, I will anonymously invite you to listen to the question, and then we're going to talk about some solutions. The reason I wanted to go word for word is I think you're probably going to get what she's saying, because I've been in this position. I know most of my clients have been in this position. It's not the funniest thing to talk about. I mean, I love talking about it, but it's not the funniest thing for you to talk about, or often people have a lot of shame and embarrassment around this topic. So, I wanted to just, let's just talk about it. Now, the reason I say I love to talk about it is, you know probably from previous episodes, I commonly ask my clients pretty personal questions. And often questions are like, are you prioritizing time to pee and poop? Are you holding your pee and poop? My job is to ask the questions that people are often too afraid to bring up. I often ask some personal questions about sexual arousal and things like that, again, because I have been trained to understand there's a lot of stigma and shame, and embarrassment around these topics. And so I try to de-stigmatize them and take the shame out of them by just addressing them because they're normal human struggles that we have. As you may imagine, today, we're talking about anxiety and pee and poop, and how anxiety can often make us feel like we urgently need to pee or/and poop. That's the topic of today. I'm going to read you this. It's a two-part question. I'm going to address them separately, but all from the same situation. It said: "Kim, I hope you are well. I was reading your post yesterday about the hardest part of facing your fear." To give you some backstory, I did a post on what the hardest things about facing fears are. I posed this question to Instagram and everyone wrote in. And using the results of what everyone wrote in, I created a post. And number seven was physical symptoms, especially bowel issues, and it really resonated with me. Why do we need to pee and poop when we are anxious? "You have said before that when you get feelings of discomfort, to just sit with it and do nothing." That's a common theme I talk about, is if you have discomfort, do nothing at all. You just sit with it. "But when it comes to bowel issues or needing to urinate due to anxiety, I get confused at what to do. Should I be sitting with it or going to the loo because that's what my body needs? There are sort of two parts to my anxiety. With this, I'll give you an example." She said, "This weekend, I'm going to a christening and I get anxious for these types of events, like christenings, weddings, theater, anywhere where there is lots of people and they sit together in a certain way. I feel anxious about needing to go to the bathroom. It's almost like I'm anxious of the symptom of anxiety." Yes. Now this is exactly what it is like for so many people, and it's a really great question. Here is my response. Naturally, it's a normal part of the human instinct to need to pee and poop when you're anxious. Hundreds of thousands of years ago, when we were faced with danger or some kind of threat, in order to get away from that threat, usually you needed to be able to run many, many, many miles in a very short period of time. Now, we have cars and planes to get away from danger, or we have technology to help us to get away from danger. But back we needed to run that long-distance and exert a lot of energy. And so naturally, our bodies get rid of weight and waste so that you can be prepared to run a long distance away from the threat. Often the easiest way to get rid of that waste and weight is to defecate (to go poop) and to urinate, which is to go pee, or in some cases, throw up. Some people when they're anxious, because their brain has detected danger, whether there's danger or not, you may do one of those three things. That's a very, very normal approach to the fight, flight, and freeze. So, in this case, let's say your brain has set off a false alarm and is saying there's going to be lots of people there, and what if you need to pee and poop? So now you're afraid of the symptom of anxiety like they've asked. What do you do? So here is my answer to that. When we have any symptoms of anxiety – increase in heart rate, sweating, lots of racing, thoughts, it could be tummy ache, it could be the need to urinate – yeah, we do want to practice the art of sitting with it, meaning tolerating it without reacting to it in an aversive way, meaning trying to resist it, make it go away, how can we remove this discomfort from our life? When we do that, we get into a cycle where you're constantly trying to get rid of discomfort and that keeps you stuck. In this situation, yeah. If you have a slight urge to urinate or to go to the bathroom, if you're able to, do try to tolerate that discomfort. However, if there's a strong urge to go to the bathroom, there is absolutely nothing wrong with going to the bathroom. What I would say to you is it depends. The answer is it depends, and it's a very personal one. I will tell you a story personally. I know it was probably TMI, but I remember when I was becoming an American citizen, I was overwhelmingly anxious about this situation. I was afraid of everything. I was afraid of the test. I was really emotional about becoming an American. I felt like I was denouncing my country. I was so anxious about the security process. I was so afraid that I was going to mess up and get into some legal trouble, even though I'd done everything by the book. It was really, really overwhelming. The minute I got in line, which were these thousands of people in line, I needed to go to the bathroom, like right now, it had to happen. So, in that instance, yes, I'm going to ask somebody where the bathroom is and I'm going to go to the bathroom. So, I did okay. TMI, but we're talking about it. Everybody pees and poops, so I'm not embarrassed. Now, as soon as I got back in line, I lost my spot. I was at the back of the line again. My husband was with me. "Uh-oh, I need to go to the bathroom again." I already know, I've probably dropped a lot of that weight. My brain thinks that there's a major danger when there's not. So, my job then is I could have easily gotten out of line again to try and get rid of that discomfort and that fear and that uncomfortableness in my stomach. But because I knew I'd already gone, my job was, I really need to get into this security building as a government building. I can't keep getting out of line. My work then was to practice seeing if I could just hold that feeling. Now I'm not here at all saying or suggesting that you should hold for long periods of time or even to be where you're tolerating an experience of pain. Again, it depends. The answer is, it depends. If you've already gone, can you hold on? If let's say you're holding on and you're like, "Oh no, it's definitely coming, I need to go," by all means, go. That's not a compulsion. It's just you listening to your body. It's you giving yourself permission to just go with the flow and again, it's a wonderful exposure of giving your body's permission to run the show. How to stop Anxiety Urination? I think the answer is, listen to your body, see what you can do. Again, we always want to be experimenting with tolerating discomfort for long periods or as long as you can. Bit for no reason should you hold for long periods of time and put yourself in additional pain. Now that being said, if you're going to the bathroom, just to remove your anxiety about going to the bathroom, or you're going to the bathroom to remove your anxiety of whether or not you will pee or poop your pants, that's a different story. If you're going to the bathroom to relieve anxiety, not physical, like actual urgency to go to the bathroom, well then yes, you're giving into fear. We don't want to let fear win, particularly when your brain is telling us there's danger when there's not. A perfect example, I'm becoming a citizen. I have to take a test. There's no real danger. The worst thing that could happen is I fail the test or I don't bring a paper or something. In this case for the ceremony, the worst thing that could happen is you would need to go to the bathroom, right? Or even if you maybe-- again, the worst thing that could happen is you would have to go. But if fear is saying, "Oh no, no, there is really bad possible, maybe possible maybes," because fear does that, it always gives you the possible maybes – then no, we would not go to the bathroom just to relieve anxiety. If a lot of people, specifically those with panic disorder, they are very, very afraid of the sensations of anxiety. So, your job is actually, if that's the case, to practice leaning in and having those sensations, tolerating those sensations. Or if you're going to do exposure and response prevention, even better, you would purposely try to create the scenario so that you could simulate the anxiety and practice tolerating it that way. So, my answer, I know, isn't direct. It is, it depends. But when it does come to fear, it's always going to be the same – do not let fear make your choices. Do no. The next part of the question, I think, is another part of this, which I think is really important. So, they said, the second part is, "If I do need it and I have to leave the room during the ceremony, I wonder what people will think of me. I feel like I'm being a disruption. Also, if I have to move past anyone, I sit down, I feel like a nuisance. And then too, so often at the end of the seat--" so they sit at the end of the seat, excuse me, just in case. "Some of my compulsions, safety behaviors around this are needing to know where the nearest toilet is, going multiple times beforehand. Or I may do a certain number of pelvic floor squeezes whilst in the toilet." They said, "Sorry if this is a long message, I just wanted to explain fully. I think the main thing I'm asking you is, should I be sitting with the feeling or not? If you do not see this up, the rest is just saying about the message." There we go. I think there's so much great opportunity here for exposure and really willingness to be uncomfortable. The first thing is, everyone pees and poops. There is no shame in needing to go to the bathroom. I have a lot of clients who, when they're anxious, they got to go. They got to go. It's not anxiety. They've got to go to the bathroom or there's going to be an accident. Not the fear. It's like, "No, it's actually coming." If that's the case, your job is to give yourself permission to be a human with anxiety and to be gentle and compassionate toward yourself that yes, sometimes people need to leave ceremonies. If someone behind you is judging you for needing to leave, that is a full reflection on them. It means nothing about you. Human beings are allowed to come and go as they please. If they need to pee and poop, that is their right. What I would encourage you to do is, this is like a social anxiety sort of talk, and we've got some podcasts on social anxiety, but your job is to give other people permission to judge us and do nothing about it. Do nothing. Do nothing about their judgment, because their judgment is a full reflection of them and their beliefs, not of us. The next part is they've gone over a ton of safety behaviors – checking the toilet, going multiple times. I would strongly-- if it were my client and you guys do what's right for you always, take what you need, leave the rest. But if it were my client or if it were myself, I would strongly suggest other than otherwise not doing these behaviors. We don't want to be doing behaviors. This goes for every topic. We don't want to be doing behaviors just in case, that just in case behaviors keep us stuck in a cycle of anxiety, that just in case behaviors validate your fear as if your fear is true and important and a fact. We don't want to do that. We can't do that because when we do that, we keep the fear cycling. So, I would actually encourage you to not check for bathrooms, not go to the bathroom before, unless of course you genuinely need to, not just because of fear. If for some reason you have the need, practice saying "I can have it." If the feeling is the pressure is down in that bowel and that pelvic area, that won't kill you either. I always think of when I'm on an airplane to Australia, you know what happens? You get on the plane, you put your bags away. You're getting ready. And then they say, preparing for takeoff, the seatbelt light comes on, and then immediately you need to go pee. And you can't get up. They won't you, so you hold it. People hold it all the time. Again, we don't want you to push you through pain, but you can hold it. Be really honest with yourself. Nothing terrible is going to happen. If it's really urgent, of course, I mean, even on a plane, if you're really going to pee or poop your pants, they're going to let you stand up. They're not going to make you sit in the chair. Try not to be doing these behaviors. Practice tolerating the discomfort of other people possibly judging you. One thing to keep in mind here too is when-- let's say you go back to my story, I had to leave the line. I could have done a lot of mind reading, which is a cognitive distortion, which is going, "Oh, they think this and he thinks that, and she thinks that about me." That's all mind reading. You don't actually know what they're thinking. They might be thinking, what a beautiful dress you're wearing, or they might be thinking, man, I can't wait for this ceremony to be over. You have no idea, they might be thinking about something so different. So, it's important that we also practice not mind reading what people think about us. There you have it. These urgencies to go are normal. Everyone pees and poops. That's just the facts. It doesn't matter whether you do it once a day or 20 times a day, depending on if you're anxious. Give yourself to not be perfect. A lot of times, we also talk about when people are doing exposures or they're having a panic attack, they're like, "Ah, it's not just the panic attack. I don't want people to see me having a panic attack," or "It's not just the anxiety. I don't want to have to cry in public." The work here is you're a human being. If you're a human being, you won't be perfect. If you're holding yourself to a standard where you, number one, aren't allowed to cry, you're not allowed to pee, you're not allowed to poop, you're not allowed to disrupt other people, Well, that's a lot of expectations you're putting on yourself. That's a lot of pressure that you just created in your head. No one else is expecting perfection from you. So, maybe adjust the expectations there as well. Now the last thing I will address, which isn't specifically to the pee and the poop, is some people get a lot of gas when they're anxious. They have a strong urgency to pass gas. This is very common for people who have irritable bowel syndrome, same with getting diarrhea or needing to pee or poo. This is very common. If you have IBS, please do speak with a doctor. Let them know that you're struggling with this. There's nothing to be ashamed of. They can, of course, diagnose you, make sure they maybe get you some help in those areas. Again, if you need to pass gas, no different. Humans pass gas. It's not something to be completely ashamed of. Is it embarrassing? Yes, it is. But you do what you have to do. You just have to get through. I've heard so many people tell me stories of their most anxious moment being made more difficult because they had no choice, but to pass gas during that. And if that's the case for you as well, again, I think any human who ridicules someone for needing to pass gas, which is such a human thing, I think we pass gas 17 times on average a day. Everyone, not select people, everyone, anyone who passed judgment on you for that is probably may want to step up their ability to be compassionate and empathic. Again, it's not about you, it's about them. So, be super, super gentle with yourself. I think I hit my limit of how many times I said pee and poop, and now we've added in pass gas and we've even used the "diarrhea" word, which I think is epic. I think I've checked all the boxes for today's episode. So, I hope that it was helpful for you. I genuinely hope that it just dropped some of the anxiety and judgment you have about yourself in regards to the urgency to need to go and pee and poop. If I were to summarize it, I would say it's very common to need to urinate, go to the bathroom or even pass gas. Lots of people have even diarrhea, very, very strong diarrhea. If that is the case for you, do what you need to do as best as you can. It's okay if you need to go to the restroom. No problem. If you're only going to reduce your anxiety about needing to go, I encourage you to try and challenge that some. Again, we do not want to give all of our power to fear. We actually want to ignore fear and give it none of our attention. If you can do that, you're doing amazing hard work. I love you all so much. Thank you for holding space for me as we talk about all things, bowel-related and urination-related. Even though it's uncomfortable, it is so important for us to be having these conversations. I hope again, it was helpful for you, and thank you for holding space for me as we talk about these things together. All right. I love you all. I hope you're having an amazing, amazing week. I hope you're being kind to yourself and really opening your heart to your own suffering instead of shutting it down because you're suffering matters. It deserves to be held tenderly. It is a beautiful day to do hard things. I cannot finish an episode without saying it. I encourage you, if you've gotten this far in the episode, to practice the hard things as much as you can every single day. Have a wonderful day, everyone.